hey...im sorry if i looked ungrateful this past year but i really am grateful....it doesnt show because i guess im a type of person that doesnt express that...i dont even say hello to friends, like trang...and i never say bye and stuff like that...i am grateful that you are my friend...or best friend...if i didnt have you...i wouldnt have a place to stay, food, help on a lot of stuff, or even footsies...if you werent around where would i be...i would be homeless, jobless, and foodless...so im sorry if i looked ungrateful...but i really am...i know all the shit that you been through for me..i just didnt watn to get emotional...you know how i try to act tough and stuff...i know i piss you off a lot, so i tend to run away from it and ignore it when im suppose to talk it out...and why i didnt talk with you much in vegas was cuz i didnt want to CB with you and julie...i feel awkward around you two unless theres someone else cuz i feel like im bothering you two...i mean its kewl that I hang out with you two…but you would feel awkward too if you had to hang around with your friend and his gf....i never wanted to give up this friendship…its like a moment to let thoughts clear up and then its on to moving on…it seems that im negative all the time cuz that’s how I am…being negative is what gets me motivated to do stuff…but that’s me not anyone else…its like how you get motivated by Julie and no one else…well I dotn know…but…I guess you know what im saying….i dotn get pissed that youre pissed at me cuz I know what I did wrong or something stupid I said…im sorry for all the times I pissed you off and just ignore it and all times I looked ungrateful…i understand if you want to end this…Im just saying all this to keep it alive…I realized that lately I haven’t even been a friend…theres not many ppl in this world like you…I know this all sounds gay but its true…dude…I don’t want to say I love you…but I’ll say that im glad that you were around…and I’ll stay out of you and julie’s way and stop CB’ing…all that hugging and lovey dovey talk between you two shouldn’t have a fifth wheel…its between you two…that’s why I feel uncomfortable around you two…iono…what im trying to say is that im not ungrateful for any of the stuff that you’ve done…im glad for everything that has happened to me this past year even if it some parts it was bad…but it was mostly good…cuz of your help and your willingness to help others out…I know I say stuff to be macho and tough…but I have a conscience too…im sorry…I LOVE YOU, MAN…that’s just expressing feelings…not love...my bad for all the wrong that’s been done…im not crying…but red teary eyes comes close…I know a lot of ppl are going to read this but…who cares…let them…publicize this…its like a formal apology on tv…but online…I know only me and one other person know your password…so im sorry and its really late…TAO SINH LOI, CHO....or Lo Siento Perro....they both probably mean I'm Sorry, Dawg...